i ain't but I AM

i perceive but what?

i learn but why?

i grow but how?

i pray but whom?

i go but where?

i live! but not a life!  

if you really can, whom are you waiting for?

if it's worth, what is it that is holding you?

if you care, why don't you share?

if not now, then when? 

if you have, don't hesitate! 

if life is, it is here, not there! 

you are, because others are,

we are, because we were,

live not because you have to,

live because 'you' and 'i' are but one!

life is but precious! 

life is but worth living for!

life is! but here! not there!

love is all that you are made of! 

look not backwards, look not beyond 

look right here! look right now!

for the questions of all, answers are here! right now! 

i am but i ain't. 

but 

i ain't but I AM!

garden...

(In this materialistic life, one forgets to see beyond oneself. There is a whole new world, a mere shift in perspective can make you experience beauty of life beyond oneself, beyond I, ME, MINE.)

In the labyrinth of life 

I am so mesmerized by MYself,

I have lost my real sight,

into MYself I am consumed.

I have to stop by 

the Garden of my life (that embraces 

fragrant flowers,

gentle breeze,

melancholy birds,

thorns that are crowned with roses ,

the whole nature cuddled in that garden.)

I wonder why do I not wonder that

the thorns help me grow,

while the wild winds caress me with its arms,

ferocious currents water my garden,

melodies of nature unite me with the universe
I venture, venture deep into the beauty of the garden......

The garden that I ignored before now blossoms.

Blissful like never before,

I rejoice, for the garden of my life blossomed into 

the flawless garden of love,

with the wings of beauty I fly into the infinite 

the infinite flows into me. 

I am the infinity, infinity is me.

and now I am not the "I" I remember !!!

innocence

an everlasting smile 

i feel the innocence in your smile 

please hold me in your smile

for the world is cruel.

let's fly, fly away

for your innocence is enough, we will LIVE.

It's hard to breathe here 

I'm scared of HUMANS,

take me where I belong,

your smile is where i belong 

the innocence behind your smile is what i seek

your smile can take me to the wonderland !

All i need is love, 

love is innocent, so are you,

my love, you have fallen for innocence, 

my dear, i have fallen for you.

let the flowers of love grow in the garden of our life,

let the water of innocence, make the garden colorful

let the sunrays of your smile never fade........

battling with your Heart.....

I know that impermanence is a reality in this supposedly real world, but far away from reality, when it comes to you, I forget everything and forget you are not the same as you were a fraction of seconds ago.What I find is that you are you, the one who was there a while ago and will be there a little later and forever.

Call it love or call it madness......

My eyelids touch and our universe appear, 

my vision become so vivid, I see you,

my senses become so sensitive, I feel you

Never would I unclose my eyes, had it been Real,

I battle with my heart telling its real

Its you who shove me away telling its unreal

I battle with us, saying I love us, no matter what real is, what unreal is.

If only you could realise real is none, neither my world nor our universe 

may be then will you let me linger in this limbo of ours.

You've never complained, you've shown great patience,

I am indebted to you as you're there for me always in our universe,

you've helped me like noone else did, you care for me like I'm your world.

Someday

I will repay you with all the love I have  

although my love will fall short to repay, but love isn't a game. 

Someday 

we will rise and we will shine 

I will be with you and you will be with me.

I believe 

you are mine and I am yours,

and if i believe what else matters?

remember

your heart is in my heart battling with emotions..

your love is in my blood wrestling with aliens..

your smile is in my eyes blurring  my visions..

you are with me forever, we are creating memories out of memories.

I am battling with my heart and I am battling with my heart 

I know its real, I believe you are there, I belive someday we will rise........................