Tuesday, July 13, 2021

Agonies......

 

But why can’t you feel my agonies 

When My heart cries in pain 

When my soul sobs with tears

all the times we spent, all in vain 

  Tears from my heart, 

                         rolling down through my soul 

                               into the oceans of my solitude.

            Cries from my soul 

                            Echoing through my empty heart 

               are the sounds of my miseries


But if you love me 

How can you put me in the grave alive. 

I wish Mother Earth pampered me

But my tears moisten the dust

and I am slowly sinking in those dusty agonies  

I consume an endless pain, 

strange though but it is this pain which is keeping me alive.......


                 Once you give me a crying smile

        the teary smile of yours

                                       I will be lifted from my mournful aches .....

                Your crying smile is my cure... 

                              your teary smile heals your own tears.... 

                             It always takes away my anger, my pain.....

    You cry and you smile and I just dwindle............



In your arms I want to cuddle myself..

In your lap I want to cry and laugh....

In your teases I want to shout out my pains.....

In your masculinity, I want to engulf my own feminine being.... 

in your feminine aura, I want to levitate my masculine soul.... 

how can ying thrive in the absence of yang... 


                                                You cry and you smile and I just dwindle.........