Monday, August 27, 2012

Imagineers.. (curves.. )))

utopia, the "wonderland"
where dreams come to an end 
and you are reSonating 
at the ultimate frequency Of     Nature.
     imagine A world of your            own,
     birds chirping for you
     rivers flowing towards you
     fresh green carpet of grass        only for you,
     stars shining and falling at         your feet,
this is where i belong, 
Meditating on the gentle sound of breeze
in search of wisdom, i wonder in the wonderland
bestowed upon me by a generous, kindhearted person.
     bestowed upon me is the optimism,
     bestowed upon me is the friendship,
     bestowed upon me is the time, (that person spends with me)
     bestowed upon me is the WonderlanD 
     by the generous kindhearted person.

0405hr on 8th august 2012.......

i heard that heart healS with time,
but for me time has ceased ,
i remember the gentle touch of yours
that maneuver all my sorrows away
                i committed a mistake
                i can never take back my mistakes
                but give me a chance fOr penance
                i will even move a mountain.
as i can Feel the pain i have caused you
i want to pamper you for the rest of my years.
i wanna capture the panorama of feelings that i have for you,
how pitiful i am, as i realize it only by now
                i am less worried about my feelings
                I am even scared to imagine how i made                    you feel
                i had lost my mind that i didn't value it
                it is futile to regret now.

the sAcrifices you made for me
i cant repay even in MY hundred lives afterwards
how coward i was,-scared to confess before the world about your love
still you loved me whatever the matter was.
               how dumb of me to get freaked about silly things
               i miss those as they were the gentle expressions of your deepest love.
my dear i realized love is not meant for a man like me
neither do i deserved to be loved nor am i deserving enough to love someone
it was your humble heart and sweetest emotions that made me feel how it feels to be LOVEd and to love.....