beautiful you are...

you love me more than i can imagine

may be my world of  imagination is limited

or your love is beyond infinity,

beauty is in your love

beautiful you are more than words can ever express

free i feel whenever you are around,

free from sorrows, 

freedom that i had known with you is free from freedom.

freedom is in your love 

beautiful you are, free me not from this freedom.

i only wish 

impermanence of the impermanence phenomena

so that i can admire your love for ages to come, aeons to go,

i only wish

i can freeze time 

so that we live forever

beautiful you are, stay as you are..........

nature nurture me, oh ! heavenly ladakh....

cool breeze kissing your cheeks at the dawn 

aroma of mother earth soothing you

melodies of birds comforting you

sound of silence making you tremble

that is how i feel early in the morning when i am home

and i miss it dearly. 

divine prayers all around

makes me feel like a heaven-ling.

Blessed are the people born there in heavenly ladakh

and i get Blessings from Blessed People whole day.

the crystal clear night sky, 

want to be lost into the innumerable stars

Dear Moon, your scars

far more adorable than the all the fake beauties( in delhi )

and in winter:

Snow capped ladakh, i miss the khapolok

 icy streams, i want to roll over,

oh Sun i wanna cuddle you for your warmth energize me.

Nature Nurture me and turn me into one of your messengers to spread LOVE 

Nature make me your sound that VIBRATES the universe

Nature  accept me and may i dissolve in THAT MOMENT. 

Nature may i be lost in YOU. 

but i wont lose my faith.....

i wish not to fly beyond Wonderland,

but i will come back, Wonderland, 

when the time is perfect, Wonderland

you have always given me a wonderful ME to myself, Wonderland

i haven't lost my faith, Wonderland..... 

for you are definitely the master of your own destiny,

i am the only slave of my fate,

for you can never be mistaken, 

tell me where and when did i take the wrong turn... 

embrace me with the beauty of your imagination,

like i have been embraced.

make me a part of your creativity,

like i have been made. 

as vivid as clear sky are your thoughts,

you can never be wrong 

as pure as water from the mountains are your intentions

you can never be mistaken....

tell me where and when did i take the wrong turn, 

even if you don't 

i won't lose my faith,

for i have tried to be as good as possible, 

tell me my wrong turn, 

for i will try not to look back,

tell me how can i mend it?

I won't lose my faith

for i tried to be the best ME.  

:( sad story,,,

yesterday, a Smile passed through me,

a wind of past memories cOmforted me,

a playful smiling Face of her was with me,
i was happy, as I thought she was with me.

             today All my smiles passed away,
             as gloomy as always, again became my day
             i realized, she never was with me on my way,
             all i want is you to understand my feelings......

yesterday she poked me,
happy i was and curious i was
today she blocked me
dejected i am and very sorry i am! 

horizon i own but unexplored....

                                                                                                                                                            lotos yarsa

      thought succeeds thought, 

      what is there between those two thoughts

do you call it a state of non-thought?
or is it itself a thought ?

is it measured in terms of time?

or you see some space?

is it completely ethereal

or nothing like that exists,

where is my mind? my consciousness? 

why am i not aware of that blissful moment?
why my awareness so unaware,
that i never explored this Horizon that I own

        i so wanna linger in that moment, 

      where no good thoughts can lure me,
      where no bad thoughts can disturb me.
      where you don't have the sense of time

space quite enough to spread your hands 
with freedom from the past 
freedom from future,
that would be the perfect NOWness.......

Imagineers.. (curves.. )))

utopia, the "wonderland"
where dreams come to an end 
and you are reSonating 
at the ultimate frequency Of     Nature.
     imagine A world of your            own,
     birds chirping for you
     rivers flowing towards you
     fresh green carpet of grass        only for you,
     stars shining and falling at         your feet,
this is where i belong, 
Meditating on the gentle sound of breeze
in search of wisdom, i wonder in the wonderland
bestowed upon me by a generous, kindhearted person.
     bestowed upon me is the optimism,
     bestowed upon me is the friendship,
     bestowed upon me is the time, (that person spends with me)
     bestowed upon me is the WonderlanD 
     by the generous kindhearted person.

0405hr on 8th august 2012.......

i heard that heart healS with time,
but for me time has ceased ,
i remember the gentle touch of yours
that maneuver all my sorrows away
                i committed a mistake
                i can never take back my mistakes
                but give me a chance fOr penance
                i will even move a mountain.
as i can Feel the pain i have caused you
i want to pamper you for the rest of my years.
i wanna capture the panorama of feelings that i have for you,
how pitiful i am, as i realize it only by now
                i am less worried about my feelings
                I am even scared to imagine how i made                    you feel
                i had lost my mind that i didn't value it
                it is futile to regret now.


the sAcrifices you made for me

i cant repay even in MY hundred lives afterwards
how coward i was,-scared to confess before the world about your love
still you loved me whatever the matter was.
               how dumb of me to get freaked about silly things
               i miss those as they were the gentle expressions of your deepest love.
my dear i realized love is not meant for a man like me
neither do i deserved to be loved nor am i deserving enough to love someone
it was your humble heart and sweetest emotions that made me feel how it feels to be LOVEd and to love.....