garden...

(In this materialistic life, one forgets to see beyond oneself. There is a whole new world, a mere shift in perspective can make you experience beauty of life beyond oneself, beyond I, ME, MINE.)

In the labyrinth of life 

I am so mesmerized by MYself,

I have lost my real sight,

into MYself I am consumed.

I have to stop by 

the Garden of my life (that embraces 

fragrant flowers,

gentle breeze,

melancholy birds,

thorns that are crowned with roses ,

the whole nature cuddled in that garden.)

I wonder why do I not wonder that

the thorns help me grow,

while the wild winds caress me with its arms,

ferocious currents water my garden,

melodies of nature unite me with the universe
I venture, venture deep into the beauty of the garden......

The garden that I ignored before now blossoms.

Blissful like never before,

I rejoice, for the garden of my life blossomed into 

the flawless garden of love,

with the wings of beauty I fly into the infinite 

the infinite flows into me. 

I am the infinity, infinity is me.

and now I am not the "I" I remember !!!

innocence

an everlasting smile 

i feel the innocence in your smile 

please hold me in your smile

for the world is cruel.

let's fly, fly away

for your innocence is enough, we will LIVE.

It's hard to breathe here 

I'm scared of HUMANS,

take me where I belong,

your smile is where i belong 

the innocence behind your smile is what i seek

your smile can take me to the wonderland !

All i need is love, 

love is innocent, so are you,

my love, you have fallen for innocence, 

my dear, i have fallen for you.

let the flowers of love grow in the garden of our life,

let the water of innocence, make the garden colorful

let the sunrays of your smile never fade........

battling with your Heart.....

I know that impermanence is a reality in this supposedly real world, but far away from reality, when it comes to you, I forget everything and forget you are not the same as you were a fraction of seconds ago.What I find is that you are you, the one who was there a while ago and will be there a little later and forever.

Call it love or call it madness......

My eyelids touch and our universe appear, 

my vision become so vivid, I see you,

my senses become so sensitive, I feel you

Never would I unclose my eyes, had it been Real,

I battle with my heart telling its real

Its you who shove me away telling its unreal

I battle with us, saying I love us, no matter what real is, what unreal is.

If only you could realise real is none, neither my world nor our universe 

may be then will you let me linger in this limbo of ours.

You've never complained, you've shown great patience,

I am indebted to you as you're there for me always in our universe,

you've helped me like noone else did, you care for me like I'm your world.

Someday

I will repay you with all the love I have  

although my love will fall short to repay, but love isn't a game. 

Someday 

we will rise and we will shine 

I will be with you and you will be with me.

I believe 

you are mine and I am yours,

and if i believe what else matters?

remember

your heart is in my heart battling with emotions..

your love is in my blood wrestling with aliens..

your smile is in my eyes blurring  my visions..

you are with me forever, we are creating memories out of memories.

I am battling with my heart and I am battling with my heart 

I know its real, I believe you are there, I belive someday we will rise........................

an ode to you amalay, my dear mother,

in the abyss of your love, i want to be lost forever,
for nothing sacred than your love, had i experienced ever,
your love runs through my veins, my fleshes made from your pains
never can i repay you even  in hundred lives to come,
hardships you've resisted amalay, just to make me smile,
for you, i know that crossing mountains of thorns barefooted is nothing, if that makes you happy,
you've gone through unimaginable pains, fought with your abilities always,
but never will you let me be in pain for your love is beyond everything on this planet.

all the sacrifices made in this world are shallow
when it comes to the depth of my dear mother's sacrifices,
agonies we talk everyday,  those agonies are hollow
my mother has gone through torments as hot as fire, as stormy as hurricanes
only so that i can bask in the sunshine and admire the rainbow after the hurricanes
upon seeing your altruistic love towards me,
heavenly beings can't cease their watery eyes from tears.

of all the glories, if any, have i ever acquired,
being your child is the only glory where i consider myself the luckiest.
blessed i am to be wrapped in your aura,
your love-ated blood that runs through my arteries cleanse my soul everyday

similes, metaphors, words, can't pour out my feelings
you should see the way i tremble when i feel my mother's love ,
the tears that turns into ocean, that i shed when i think of pains she endured
blessed i am always amalay to be your child......

let me go through fires, let me bear the most unbearable pain
if that brings even the slightest smile on my dear mother's face.
make me rot in hell, make me suffer to the extremes unknown
but never let a tear of sorrow roll through my mother's cheek.
lord of karma, incline all my karmas to be my mothers child,
in all the lives to come and be embraced in her motherly love  forever and forever.............

unsaid will be left unknown forever ???

unsaid won't be left unknown forever,

unuttered wasn't unknown ever 

the unheard isn't impalpable

unexpressed doesn't imply negation of emotions.

Amidst those noise i wanted to express 

things that matters the most

with words that shall hug your ears

with warmth and caress for years and years.

for i won't be there for you 

but i will always be there for you.

I promise our memories 

'll be the strength for me to rise,

for our memories shall make me cry

but i beg you never utter the word goodbye

for the last time i wanted to cry in your arms

whispering in your ears those untold things.

I told myself this ain't the last 

but tears drenched my heart

why is everything around me 

screaming, telling me that was the last.

i wanted to say i love you,

i believe, i hope your heart  knew,

this love is beyond love.

i never will miss you

for you will be in my heart eternally

and my heart is with me perpetually for ever and for ever .............

let it be.....

beauty embraced by the horizon is lost
the moment you can touch it.
beauty of uncertainty is lost
the moment you know what future holds.

friends happen
love happens
miracles happen
from you sometimes something is taken
but my beloved friend you are being given,
something that matters, you have to learn
where and how is it being given
and then value it before it's too late

past ain't with you
future, let it be
Live the present moment, there lies the secret of bliss
it is this, the moments you have to seize
cuddle those "moments" before they cease.

I am none to opine
you are smart enough to fathom
that which is fine and that which is feeble
believe in yourself,
don't wait on the shore,
gazing at the waves expecting a miracle,
every "moment" is a miracle
accept it, value it,  nurture it and give it back to the world
for the world needs your love
for the world wants you to smile,,,,,,,,,,,,,

sound of silence

silence speaks
you don't need to listen
compassion can't be heard
it makes you tremble with its power
compassion is the sound of silence
feel it, tears might rock your world.

your emotions vibrate
through silence they transmit
through the language of silence
a mother  feels the pain of her child
sweethearts feel the love of their sweetheart
friend feels the sanctity of friendship

i find peace exploring the extremes of silence
trees are calm and silent
mountains are still and zipped
lakes are mute and iced

yet they add life to our lives 

nature is mum
but it makes my eyes teary when i listen to the songs of nature

if i am silent it doesn't mean i don't exist
if i am silent it doesn't mean i do not care
if i am silent it doesn't mean i can't
if i am silent it doesn't mean i do not try

i might be existing somewhere
be it in someone's imagination.
i might care as much as you do
and may be more than you expected
i might scale good heights
may be touch the top someday
who knows
i might be giving my best

i smile when i hear the sound of silence
and then silence smiles back
it gives me hope
what if i am silent
i have so much to say
listen to the sound of silence
and i have so much to explore

songs of silence i sing
sound of silence i listen
silence smiles
and i smile back
i find peace in silence
i find hope in silence.


silence smiles
and i smile back