but i wont lose my faith.....

i wish not to fly beyond Wonderland,

but i will come back, Wonderland, 

when the time is perfect, Wonderland

you have always given me a wonderful ME to myself, Wonderland

i haven't lost my faith, Wonderland..... 

for you are definitely the master of your own destiny,

i am the only slave of my fate,

for you can never be mistaken, 

tell me where and when did i take the wrong turn... 

embrace me with the beauty of your imagination,

like i have been embraced.

make me a part of your creativity,

like i have been made. 

as vivid as clear sky are your thoughts,

you can never be wrong 

as pure as water from the mountains are your intentions

you can never be mistaken....

tell me where and when did i take the wrong turn, 

even if you don't 

i won't lose my faith,

for i have tried to be as good as possible, 

tell me my wrong turn, 

for i will try not to look back,

tell me how can i mend it?

I won't lose my faith

for i tried to be the best ME.  

:( sad story,,,

yesterday, a Smile passed through me,

a wind of past memories cOmforted me,

a playful smiling Face of her was with me,
i was happy, as I thought she was with me.

             today All my smiles passed away,
             as gloomy as always, again became my day
             i realized, she never was with me on my way,
             all i want is you to understand my feelings......

yesterday she poked me,
happy i was and curious i was
today she blocked me
dejected i am and very sorry i am! 

horizon i own but unexplored....

                                                                                                                                                            lotos yarsa

      thought succeeds thought, 

      what is there between those two thoughts

do you call it a state of non-thought?
or is it itself a thought ?

is it measured in terms of time?

or you see some space?

is it completely ethereal

or nothing like that exists,

where is my mind? my consciousness? 

why am i not aware of that blissful moment?
why my awareness so unaware,
that i never explored this Horizon that I own

        i so wanna linger in that moment, 

      where no good thoughts can lure me,
      where no bad thoughts can disturb me.
      where you don't have the sense of time

space quite enough to spread your hands 
with freedom from the past 
freedom from future,
that would be the perfect NOWness.......

Imagineers.. (curves.. )))

utopia, the "wonderland"
where dreams come to an end 
and you are reSonating 
at the ultimate frequency Of     Nature.
     imagine A world of your            own,
     birds chirping for you
     rivers flowing towards you
     fresh green carpet of grass        only for you,
     stars shining and falling at         your feet,
this is where i belong, 
Meditating on the gentle sound of breeze
in search of wisdom, i wonder in the wonderland
bestowed upon me by a generous, kindhearted person.
     bestowed upon me is the optimism,
     bestowed upon me is the friendship,
     bestowed upon me is the time, (that person spends with me)
     bestowed upon me is the WonderlanD 
     by the generous kindhearted person.

0405hr on 8th august 2012.......

i heard that heart healS with time,
but for me time has ceased ,
i remember the gentle touch of yours
that maneuver all my sorrows away
                i committed a mistake
                i can never take back my mistakes
                but give me a chance fOr penance
                i will even move a mountain.
as i can Feel the pain i have caused you
i want to pamper you for the rest of my years.
i wanna capture the panorama of feelings that i have for you,
how pitiful i am, as i realize it only by now
                i am less worried about my feelings
                I am even scared to imagine how i made                    you feel
                i had lost my mind that i didn't value it
                it is futile to regret now.


the sAcrifices you made for me

i cant repay even in MY hundred lives afterwards
how coward i was,-scared to confess before the world about your love
still you loved me whatever the matter was.
               how dumb of me to get freaked about silly things
               i miss those as they were the gentle expressions of your deepest love.
my dear i realized love is not meant for a man like me
neither do i deserved to be loved nor am i deserving enough to love someone
it was your humble heart and sweetest emotions that made me feel how it feels to be LOVEd and to love.....

where is the life??

can't you see people suffering?
all i can see is in-contentment and worrying
tell me who is happy??
as far as the wanting is there
you can never be happy,

                                             people don't understand, happiness, 

                                             what they are seeking is momentary happiness,

                                             you achieve something and you think you have achieved happiness,

                                             you have rather achieved a reason to be in the state of non-happiness.

As, the very next moment you want more,
and again you perspire in accomplishing the next wish,
this is what we call cycle of Samsara.
(timoog nyid la tsimgyu med
  khorway las la tsargyu med)

                                            paradox::
                                            { never will i realize what i say,
                                              neither will you ponder what i say,
                                              this is the problem with the world
                                              what they say, they never practice, }
I ain't writing a poem,
cause for sure i ain't a poet,
but i have one thing to say,
this ain't the way, this ain't the way,
venture out, venture out,
look into the sky, see what the sky is trying to show,
listen into the silence, hear what silence has to say,
this ain't the way this ain't the way

in the end it does matter........

as mellifluous as the music is for ears,
as beautiful as you are to me,

as deep as the imaginations,
as fathomless are my feelings ,

                                                          effulgent you are than sun,
                                                          bless me with the rays of your love.

                                                          I fell in love with your eyes,
                                                          I fell in love with your style,
                                                          I fell in love with your existence in every way,
                                                          I fell in love with the way and to the extent I Love You,
                                                          I fell in love, that you don't love me.
                                                          i fell in love with you.............