i was alone
you were accompanied
i was not at homeyou were surrounded by best people.
i was helpless
you didn't care at all
or may be you did
but that wasn't enough
i stood for you in the worst of my times
i backed you in all the bittersweet phases of your life
you abandoned me when
i needed you in subtlest of ways
you surrendered when
it was your time to express...
i am happy for your success
but i am sad for myself...
for all these years
the dreams i built
shattered into pieces
i don't lose the faith in humanity
i don't lose faith in myself
i start living like nothing matters
i start acting like it never was true
i wish i never think of you all the time
i wish i could just hibernate for days, for years..
i just wish and why all the wishes are limited to wishes
i wish a miracle happens
i wish that i do not wish anything at all........